I hope it’s that. I hope that it’s paid off and that I have money in my account for other shit now. guuuuuh
The idea strikes as I look up skinny cocktail recipes on pinterest, because myself and a fellow hasher are trying to lose at least 60lbs each.
I have thoughts on creating a blog called Skinny Hasher: The Shiggy Path to a Healthy Lifestyle.
The blog would be about eating and drinking healthy, self love and having a body positive attitude, as well as hash trash from our trails and trails we invade. And of course mine (or our) weightloss journey (if she is interested in participating in the bloggishness with me).
Ideas? Thoughts? Comments?
And the bug would not go away.
And it sucked real bad because of work.
And it’ll suck even worse if I’m not better by Thursday.
So since I lost my old job I no longer have insurance. I am currently not making enough to cover insurance yet so it was bye bye birth control pills.
Without insurance my pills cost $100. If I had that I could pay insurance? You see the conundrum?
So it’s back to condoms.
When I first started having sex I used condoms exclusively because I wasn’t educated about birth control but still wanted to be safe. Frankly, I still had a good time regardless.
But often girls run into guys that are so against condoms because it dulls the sensation for them. And to that I just have to start with pills dull the sensation for me. They do. I’m not near as wet when I’m turned on, and it takes a lot more to get me to that point. There is the factor of safety, which for me is a big turn on, but I’ll cover that later.
My point is, for a lot of women, being on the pill dulls the sensation not to mention it doesn’t protect against STI’s like condoms do. So when I can’t afford pills my back up is condoms and it’s nice to be with a person that doesn’t allow the presence of rubber to kill the mood.
Last night was the first night in 6 months that I had sex with Frank with a condom on. It had literally been so long since I’d put one on a guy that I needed help doing it right. But he helped me and it was awesome for a few reasons.
1. Sex is a lot more than parts going in and out of parts. If you think it is then you are probably having pretty boring sex. When you have more factors than just putting penises in holes you can make even putting a condom on sexy.
2. Safety has always been a huge factor to how comfortable I am in any sexual encounter. If I am feeling insecure, then it’s not going to be as fun for me. And even in porn it is a huge turn on for me when the guy wears a condom. So to have my guy take my hand and help me slip a condom on him is super hot to me. It’s like “Hey girl, I know we’re in a committed relationship and I love the way you feel but I know we’re not ready for a baby and you did all the birth controlling for 6 months so I’ll happily do this for you.
3. We both had really good orgasms. Like I said all factors considered, I was very turned on. And that in turn had him wound up. So even though we used a condom, it still felt really really great for both of us, in fact the best we’ve had lately.
So kids, if you’re reading this and you think that condoms are uncool or lame or uncomfortable, just remember that unplanned pregnancies and diseases are more uncomfortable and that you can always try out different condoms to see which ones feel best for you. :)
You still have dishonest managers, consumed by greed, who don’t care about your customers or partners.
And that’s the transparent truth.
Get it together.
You are shitty at your faith, be better.
Like I know it’s weird. I do still read religious material. Blogs and such.
Do I believe all of it? No. And that’s probably what makes this all the more frustrating for me is that the majority of people on my friends list who consider themselves Christians is the fact that they believe it. Period.
And what I mean is, they don’t know it or read it or study it or research it but they believe it.
That’s blind. That’s depressing.